35. Yet another poetry workshop exercise!

Janis - with an 's' not a 'c' -
It means indecisive, caring, loyal,
It is the number 4,
It is like honey seeping through warm toast on winter evenings
It is standing beside a horse at the water's edge, synchronised breathing,
It is the memory of past souls entering and leaving my life
It is Mr M, teacher of English who gave inspiration, creativity and all of himself in every lesson taught,
My name is Janis Carol Clark
It means stop thinking, start feeling, don't hesitate, just be.